When

all music fades, can you still sing?

trouble comes, blow the sirens LOUD and clear!

the time comes, let me know?

all I need is You,

its all about You,

ALL ABOUT YOU.

help me beware of flattery...

Once again

it feels like it's been a while since I'd heard from You..

It's not that things are crashing down but
i think i've noticed signs that I'm lacking time with You.
especially how easy i've allowed myself to be driven up the wall. *hehe! oopss!*

Today and in the future,

I'll try to take heed some wise words.
I'll try to seriously consider some options.
I'll try to not get anxious about year 3 next year.
I'll try to remember the things i've learnt for the past 2 yrs in BCM.
I'll try to get the engine rolling to finish up my last assgmt. (got to work on that tmr :D)

So many things to do, so 'little' time. Or rather i've allowed so many things and thoughts to occupy my mind that i've left You out...

I'm sorry Lord, cos i realize that I need to miss You (:

Teach me how to make my way back. Speak to me through Your Word.

"Your Word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path..... to the very end."

Psalms 119: 105, 112

Let my heart be set on You :)

As November draws to an end....

i find myself asking...

if every year is different,
a different experience,
a different molding;
a new season,
Unlearning the old, Learning the new.

What's up for next year?

I've a feeling it's going to be a SEEKing period in Dec...

Just when i feel like 'gears down'
it's like a little voice in my head that i need to 'gear up'
Just when i feel like can i just shut down all systems?
i know that i need to all systems go.

huhu.. Well, You said my steps would ordered if I walk in Your will...
(now, where would a verse of this sort be found?)

angeline, u must buck up in searching and knowing ur scriptures!!

One of my HOLIDAY to-do is to know my new Bible.
Where to find what :)

Ah, speak to me as I call upon U, O Lord.
I want to seek U with all my heart,
find U and do all that U have to say to me.

*opens eyes and ears*



*grins*

Feels like

i'm racing for time,
in a race for time.
the simple being made complicated.
Hmm.
It is that hard to maintain the mutuality?
What are you concerned about?
I'll let Him take care of the rest.
Let me be the right one.
God, U know the who and the what and the how's of what i need.

And my roomie asked me "are u a workaholic??"

=.=

i guess the "things i have to do/work" does drive me.
(doesnt it do that to most people??) hmm.

Just so glad i can hand up all my assgmts.

There's one to do this hols. Thank God its just ONE.

Looking fwd to:
Sleep.
More Sleep.
Movies.
and more Movies.
Makans.
and Hang out time.

APYAC, Christmas & Youth Camp!!!!

before i work on mr. Jeremiah.

g'nite my friends. thank you for being my assgmt party gang :D

press on!

mr. sun!

thank you for showing up the past two days.

it has been long late nights and early mornings.

Dear God, grant me the strength. the extra push.

Exam tonite, assgmts to finish asap so that i can ENJOY my hoilday!

grrawr! :p

say NO to body abuse. hehh.

random post.

Listening to God is not so much to receive a word of knowledge for ministry but for the HS to purify our lives thru His Word of Truth.

Thank You for the reminder.

May I just allow Your Word to sanctify and refresh me.



You light up my life (:

What is it

that feels like a weight upon my heart?

In this quietness I want to cry or laugh it away.
But tears roll down not.
And no reason is there for me to laugh.

I shall be ok in the midst of people.
But what is this feeling in my being alone?

restlessness?
every breath like a sigh.
a frown creeps over my brow.

Am I too overwhelmed with the assgmts and deadlines?
The exams and preparations?

Peace.
Be still my soul.
Know He is God.

I lift my eyes to the hills.
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord,
The Maker of heaven and earth.

This morning I woke up and was reminded not to carry with me the weights of yesterday.
That His mercies are new every morning.

I guess it's time to unload? :)

--

Lamentations 3: 17-33
(seems to be saying something to me... haha.)

17 I have been deprived of peace;
I have forgotten what prosperity is.

18 So I say, "My splendor is gone
and all that I had hoped from the LORD."

19 I remember my affliction and my wandering,
the bitterness and the gall.

20 I well remember them,
and my soul is downcast within me.

21 Yet this I call to mind
and therefore I have hope:

22 Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.

23 They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.

24 I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion;
therefore I will wait for him."

25 The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him,
to the one who seeks him;

26 it is good to wait quietly
for the salvation of the LORD.

27 It is good for a man to bear the yoke
while he is young.

28 Let him sit alone in silence,
for the LORD has laid it on him.

29 Let him bury his face in the dust—
there may yet be hope.

30 Let him offer his cheek to one who would strike him,
and let him be filled with disgrace.

31 For men are not cast off
by the Lord forever.

32 Though he brings grief, he will show compassion,
so great is his unfailing love.

33 For he does not willingly bring affliction
or grief to the children of men.

I will wait on You. Lead me to where You want me to be...

Shepherd of my soul. I give You full control.
Wherever You may lead I will follow...
I have made a choice to listen for Your voice
Wherever You may lead I will go...

I want to be ME

i'm here,
where Your mercy covers me.

How could i forget Your mercy?
How could i forget Your love?

U know, I enjoy praying for others cos as i pray with them,
I feel as though as i am being encouraged and reminded too of the truths that are prayed out!

He satisfies, He satisfies.
My desires...

when things come hard, we appreciate it more
Lord, what are You teaching me at this juncture?

At times i envy those who go through many trials...
Cos i know they come out stronger.
and they come out with richer "experience".

:)

sigh. i guess i don't go through as many drama-ness in life for a reason?
And i guess some people go through all the drama for a reason.

Lord, I am content so long as I be the person You want me to be.
I want to accomplish the purposes You intend for me.
I want to do the unique task You've assigned to me.
I don't want to be someone else,
I want to be ME!

haha.

OK, now i can get on to Mr. Genesis (:

need to prayprayprayprayyyy!!

a Cat's out of the Bag

*phew*
now for some time with God.
*Reminders BEEPING at every juncture*
Glad to have some time alone in the room :)

RT @Iggster: got a massive wake up call from GOD this mornin!
I know i've got a couple of missed calls from Him too (>.<)

My heart is heavy Lord, I lay it to Thee.
My strength is failing Lord, Take all of me.

I'm glad You use imperfect vessels else i wouldnt qualify.
I'm glad You don't just tag a "for REPAIR" sign on me and leave me at the waiting line.

THANK YOU
for You carefully weave every bit of me,
for You mend the brokenness,
for You seal the cracks,
that I can come to You and know that there is no damage too difficult for You.
And that You wont just throw me away for being irreparable.



hehh.

:) Here I am O Lord, replenish my empty tank.

I don't wanna run on low
I dont want to stay on bare minimal, status quo.

Help me to fill up and shift gears.

Restore unto me the joy of my salvation
And renew a right spirit within me.

I know You're molding me, shaping me.
I shall not resist, but allow You to do as You wish O Lord.

As a teddy in the hands of a child,
As clay in the hands of a master,
As an onion in the hands of a cook,
As sheep in the watch of the shepherd.

I ask that Lord today,
You'll hold me close,
mold me as You deem best,
Peel/slice/chop/dice,
watch over me and lead me beside urquiet streams of refreshing.

I love You.
and want to meditate on Your unfailing love (:

-Psalms 48-