IF only

the sky wldnt turn dark so soon.
cos i LIKE my day bright and sunny! :D
or rather nites are reminders tht another day is ending.
and that I should GET2WORK on ASSGMT! :p

If only... would be sunny! haha.

Oh Lord, would You

be the song of my soul?
Fill my heart with praises,
Let it beat with gladness
and I will sing songs unto You!



Let my soul be free to play and make music in Your presence
I wanna run after the things of Your heart.

and make YOU smile every time YOU think of ME :p

Angeline,

HE called you by name.

live like one called.



meaning "messenger; messenger of God".

(:

The Mould

how to fit into the mould yet make it my own?

cute =B

The Notice Board

Is a reminder that...
The inner struggles of some we will never know.
That there will be lives inside conflicting with that which is lived.
It's not as easy as it seems?

Jesus,
All You said was "Follow Me"
when You called Peter & Andrew, James & John
And they left their nets and followed...

When You called the rich young ruler,
You said sell your possessions and come follow me
And his face was downcast when he walked away...

What is the price of the call?

The sake of the call...
to abandon it all...
for the sake of the call.

Lord i pray that Your calling will not pass them by.
There will not be drop outs in Your school...

Lord,
help each one of us to be careful to guard the call which You've placed in us.
help us to help each other in this journey.
help us care for one another's well-being .
help us open our eyes to see the inner struggles we take turns to go through.
help us realize the importance of upholding each other in every bend.
help us be ready to stand by each other without judging.
help us know it's OK when we fall.
help us stand again.
help us run again with new strength.
help us to be quick to admit our need for help & encouragement.
help us be a timely reminder to each other.
help us always make time for each other even in the midst of assgmts & ministry.
help us be the friend someone else would need.
help us know we're not alone in this and that we can't do it on our own.
so help us build friendships that surpasses the season in Bcm...
help us guard each other's hearts and call and celebrate as we see the success of each other in the days to come.

:)

stay focused, press on!

T_T

when i read back some of my reflections... i wonder how much effort has been put into putting all those thoughts to action.

Makes me wonder if i type all that "good" stuff out just to get the assgmt done with and so that the lecturer reading my reports wont have a heart attack.

-.-

ideals vs. that of reality.

tehannjee, you've got some progress marks to chart and reach.

2 checkpoin(T_T)s i need to focus on (for now)
my Temper
Being Territorial

got to cap it! and involve people. don't be a "me myself n i" can do it.

Dear God,
on my own i think i'll make a terrible person to be around. Thank You for changing me day by day to be more like You. The above are two T's i need help with. Would You help me 'chill' and be someone who looks for opportunity to involve others rather than seeking the best way to minimize manpower and DIY-ing? =p

Thank You for involving me in Your ministry (:

xo. In Jesus' Name. Amen!

And..

i drove home today wishing that the journey home was longer.

[sounds so emo] lol.

Seems to be the thinking season again &

The Cooling Period :p

But, it has been very interesting the past few weeks.

Seems that Lord You're taking me bend after bend on my journey.

Not allowing me to see too far ahead,
but teaching me to trust You by taking every step, every road bend.

It has been a discipline struggle.
Not as in the rebellious teenager needing discipline (wait... im no longer in my teens X.x)
But the discipline to keep my spiritual growth and not be complacent about it.

I'm glad I'm asking the question,

God, why do I feel closer to You, yet not close enough?
Why does it take so much effort?

:) press on geline, you're at the RIGHT bend (",)

worship.

an expression which comes from the heart.

of gratitude.

Praise & Joy

in Quietness & Trust.

A knowing that God You are my maker

and in total control of the circumstances around my life.

(:

Are you serious?

lol.

:p

And i am reminded

That You O Lord are close to all who call on You :)

This morning I'd to renew my reminder.
Help me guard my heart and mind Lord.
Refresh my heart, Renew my love.
Lord, i don't want to be satisfied where i am.

It's so easy and tempting to say take a few sips and be happy with the thirst quenched.
But Lord, I want to take gulps and still say i want more.
May i never come to a point where i am "satisfied"
with just a little or with the 'a lot' which i think i have.
But may it be that everyday I savour from the source of the stream that flows...

You said, "if anyone is thirsty let him come to me and drink..."

Here i am Lord, fill me anew :)

Can't get enough of You! heee :p

decisions, will you?

open. close. open. close.

no pressure they say.

=.=

Well then, i shall stop thinking and wondering.

I've made up my mind.
I know what i want at this point.
I've set my heart on You.
Yes, I've made up my mind.

It's in these times that i just need to hear myself say that :)

haha. Help me Lord.

As I try and pray.

...in Your time...

Thank You for holding everything in Your hands (: